CRUISIN' TIME

On March 17th, 2010 my husband and I will embark on a journey through the Caribbean. Here are some of the views we will get a chance to see very soon!

Puerto Rico

Culebra

St. Thomas

St. Croix

St. Kitts

Dominica

Barbados

WHILE PONDERING

Have you ever asked yourself.. why me? Why is this happening to me? Why is life so hard? Why am I being faced with so much at one time? I will admit, I have had those moments, those moments where I feel as if one more thing happens I am going to break.

I was sitting here pondering these old thoughts and feelings. Now that I am out of the darkness and having the time of my life...how did I get here? Where did those negative feelings go?

While pondering I couldn't stop thinking about how I was blessed with an amazing husband, who is my very best friend. He listens to me, tells me I look good when I haven't even gotten ready for the day and holds me and tells me everything is going to be alright. I always wanted a man like this in my life, but never thought one truly existed. Well here I am proving myself wrong. I never thought I would be able to just sit around and do nothing with someone but still be having the time of my life. Alan is someone that has a kind heart, is loving and intellegent.

When I found out that my dad was being diagnosed with a fatal cancer (almost 2 years ago, but still surving!) and that he only had a few months to live; alan was there for me. He took the day off of work and spent it trying to cheer me up. And as we have continued on this path together I have been faced with other situations that I thought were the end of my world, and alan was there to pick up the pieces and tell me everything was going to be alright.

I hope to one day to feel worthly of Alan's love. He is unbelievably sweet and generous. And I want to take this time to wish him a Happy Valentine's Day! I am "4-ever yours"!